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		<title>Songs of Pain: Daniel Johnston Interview</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[So it’s about 20 minutes before I’m supposed to do my interview with songwriting legend Daniel Johnston when my girlfriend Kim walks into the Comet Tavern. I’m drinking a Mac &#38; Jacks African Amber and trying to get all of my notes and shit organized because I’m still under the misguided idea that I may [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://monsterfresh.com/?p=636"><img class="alignleft" src="http://deadc.files.wordpress.com/2008/05/daniel-johnston-captain-america.jpg" alt="" width="266" height="400" /></a><span style="font-size: xx-small;">So it’s about 20 minutes before I’m supposed to do my interview with songwriting legend <strong>Daniel Johnston</strong> when my girlfriend <strong>Kim</strong> walks into the <strong>Comet Tavern</strong>.  I’m drinking a <strong>Mac &amp; Jacks</strong> African Amber and trying to get all of my notes and shit organized because I’m still under the misguided idea that I may actually be able to gear the upcoming conversation with the manic depressive musician into some direction of my choosing.  Already, nothing is going as planned.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: xx-small;">I hand <strong>Kim</strong> a DV camera and inform her that she will be filming the interview and then ask her to watch all of my equipment and notes while I run to <strong>QFC</strong> to get film.  I found out the day before that I would not be recieving the Digital SLR camera that I had ordered weeks prior (this situation will be covered in another article) and so I brought an old manual <strong>Cannon AE1</strong> for which I had accidentally bought the wrong film, in my frenzy to reach the venue on time.  I purchased new film and rushed back to the bar only to find out that the Camera battery was dead anyway, so I was fucked.  No camera to go with the photopass.  Another opportunity lost, but such is the way of <strong>MonsterFresh</strong>.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: xx-small;">As soon as we walk across the street to the venue, <strong>Neumos Crystal Ball Reading Room</strong>, I spot <strong>Daniel’s</strong> brother/tour manager, <strong>Dick Johnston</strong> whom I recognized from the documentary.  I shook his hand and he led me around the building so that we could get things rolling.  If you have seen the film <strong><em>The Devil and Daniel Johnston</em></strong>, you may remember <strong>Dick</strong> as the brother who’s ribs were broken by <strong>Daniel</strong> on Christmas.  He set up the interview for me and is working as <strong>Daniel’s</strong> tour manager.  Their father is <strong>Daniel’s</strong> manager and their sister <strong>Margie Johnston</strong> has been known to help with the management of his art.  The family is very involved in <strong>Daniel’s</strong> finances in such ways as insuring that he is paid sufficiently, that his rent is paid, that he has groceries, etc.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: xx-small;">We turn the corner and I see <strong>Daniel</strong> with his head lowered to the ground and smoking a cigarette.  The front of his hair is yellowing from nicotine, he is wearing a faded black <strong>Spiderman</strong> T-shirt and a windbreaker, and he seems to be oblivious to who he is and what that actually means.  He is standing very nonchalant outside of the building, as if he were unnoticible, when we approach.  An employee of <strong>Neumos</strong> asks <strong>Daniel</strong> if he and/or <strong>Dick</strong> need anything in the way of food.  <strong>Daniel</strong> has mentioned in the past that he is trying to lose the weight that he has gained over the years, no doubt due to his medication, so he makes sure to specify a “<strong><em>DIET</em></strong>” <strong>Coke</strong> in his request for a cheeseburger and fries.  She says that she will go get some from a place down the street and, when <strong>Daniel</strong> implies that he will go up there himself, his brother/manager reminds him that he has a sound check to do and ushers him into the building as I follow behind.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: xx-small;">At this point, I haven’t said shit and I am holding a vinyl copy of a live radio broadcast of <strong>Mary Shelly’s Frankenstein</strong>.  I picked it up at my favorite local record store for <strong>Daniel</strong>, knowing his infatuation with monsters, and figured that I could use it now as an ice-breaker, considering that he didn’t even seem to react to the fact that I was there or wonder why.  I say hello, inform him that I was there to do an interview, and give him the record.  He responded with something to the effect of, “<strong><em>Man, this is really cool.  I love Frankenstein!</em></strong>“. <strong>Dick</strong> informs <strong>Daniel</strong> that it will take a minute for soundcheck and that now would be a good time to do an interview, so <strong>Daniel</strong> agrees and finds a round table in the corner of the venue next to a bunch of trashcans to sit at.  As I walk across the room to find a chair of my own, I notice that a couple of fans have lurked in but are standing back respectfully.  I pull up my chair, sit down in the <strong>Chip &amp; Peppers</strong> I scored at a thrift store, and immediately realize that I’m sitting in gum.  Not old hard gum, mind you, but fresh sticky warm gum and it’s all over my ass.  Fuck it!  Just hit “<strong><em>RECORD</em></strong>“.  We’re already in it.  Let’s do this thing.</span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Daniel Johnston</span></strong>: <span style="color: #008000;">Hey <strong>Dick</strong>, could you get me a <strong>Diet Coke</strong>?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Dick Johnston</span>:</strong> <span style="color: #800000;">She said she’s working on it <strong>Daniel</strong>!</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Oh, I mean, do they have anything to drink at the bar?  Soda Pop or something?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #800000;">She said she was gonna get you one</span> <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #800000;"><strong>Daniel</strong>.</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #333333;"><strong>*Laughing*</strong></span> <span style="color: #008000;">Where is she? I mean, at the bar. I just need something to drink right now, that’s all.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #333333;"><strong>*towards me*</strong></span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;"><br />
Okay. Sorry.</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #333333;"><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">DEAD C</span></strong>: <span style="color: #000080;">That’s fine.</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #333333;"><strong>*noticing my notes*</strong> <span style="color: #008000;">I see you’ve done your research, huh?</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #333333;"><strong>*Holding up the record I gave him*</strong></span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Thank you for the Frankenstein album. I LOVE Frankenstein.</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">I know.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #333333;"><strong>*He laughs*</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">I saw that today and I was like, <strong>“<em>I better pick that up</em>“.</strong> I know you’re a big fan.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">So, it&#8217;s kind of interesting; when you were recording your Yip/Jump album, you were doing that at your brother Dick&#8217;s, right?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #333333;"><strong>*He nods as the woman from Neumos places a can of Diet Coke on the table in front of him*</strong></span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Thank you.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">And, so back then, your family wasn’t as supportive.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Uh, huh.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">But now, your family’s really, really involved in everything you do?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Uh, huh.  Uh, huh.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Is that, to you, kind of like a poetic irony?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">I really don’t know.  I really don’t know what you said. But, y’know… </span><strong><span style="color: #000000;">*shakes head* </span></strong><span style="color: #008000;">I don’t know.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Your family’s really supportive of you now though, right?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Mmm, hmm.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">…Of your music? </span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*he nods*</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">I heard something about you maybe doing something with <strong>Alternative Tentacles</strong> and you were also talking about a <strong>Christmas Album</strong>.  Did anything happen with either of them?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Uh…what was the question again?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">I read something where you just talked about possibly doing an album with <strong>Alternative Tentacles</strong> and…</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Mm hmmm.  Yeah, well we’re working on an album called <strong><em>Death of Satan</em></strong> with my group called <strong>Danny and the Nightmares</strong>.  We’ve been working on it for about a year and we’re looking forward to, y’know, eventually releasing it this year.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">And that’s gonna be on that label?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Mm hmm.  That’s the label we’re shooting for, so we hope we can get it, yeah.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">You’ve mentioned a <strong>Christmas</strong> album, are you still thinking about doing that?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Yeah, a <strong>Christmas</strong> album.  We were were thinking about doing a <strong>Christmas</strong> album.  Well, I had the fantasy of doing a <strong>Christmas</strong> album with <strong>The Butthole Surfers</strong> but, it never came around.  But one of my producers always wanted to do a <strong>Christmas</strong> album.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Do you still talk to Gibby </span><span style="color: #000000;">(<strong>Haynes</strong> from <strong>The Butthole Surfers</strong>)</span><span style="color: #000080;">?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #008000;">Yeah, I’ve seen him around.  Yeah, I’ve seen him.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Um, I know you’ve made a lot of films a long time ago…</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Uh, huh.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">…a lot of short films.  And you have a lot of interest in art and music; do you do anything with the films still?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Uhhhh…. Yeah, well we have been making some videos with the group and stuff.  And y’know, the movie came out… last year, I guess.  But, other than that, we’ve been doing a few videos that haven’t been finished yet.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">After you saw the movie-  I know you’ve seen it </span><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000000;">(The Devil And Daniel Johnston) </span><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">quite a few times now.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #008000;">Mm hmm.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">Did it make you want to keep documenting your life or did it make you, kind of, want to slow down?  Because they had so much of your life at once. That must have been a lot to watch.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Just happened, over in an instant.  It’s like my life is over the minute they put it on the show.</span> <strong><span style="color: #000000;">*laughing uncomfortably*</span></strong>&lt;/span  <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Sure was embarrasing.</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Was it?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">But it was kind of funny.  I think it has a sense of humor.  It’s more like me sitting right here talking to you now.  you’re probably thinking, “<em><strong>Oh, what an idiot.</strong></em>“-</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">No</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #008000;">I was an idiot in the film.  That’s how I felt, y’know.  But I thought it had a sense of humor.  Even though they’re laughing at me, at least they’re laughing.</span></p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-228" src="http://deadc.files.wordpress.com/2008/05/danny.jpg?w=400&amp;h=285" alt="" width="400" height="285" /></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">You see, I didn’t see it like that.  It was really exposed but, as far as if you see it that way… I’ve been in a mental ward too, y’know.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Yeah, yeah.  I know… boy was that hard to do.  I was in a mental hospital for <strong>5 years</strong> of my life.  And I wasn’t writing, and I wasn’t even drawing that much.  It was just a desperate attempt to have a cigarette by the </span><span style="color: #000000;">(end of) </span><span style="color: #008000;">the whole thing.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000000;"><strong>*both laugh*</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">We had cigarettes when I was in there-</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Yeah, Yeah.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color: #000080;"><span style="font-size: medium;">So that was nice.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">They provided cigarettes?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Uh, no.  They had a little room… a little area.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Yeah.  Well, I didn’t smoke until I was staying in one place and they said, “<strong><em>Here’s a cigarette- Smoke break.</em></strong>” And they would give us cigarettes.  So-</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">That’s how I started too.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">-I started smoking just for the heck of it.  And then when I went to a different one, no cigarettes.  Y’know?  And I was like-  Every time I’d get a carton of cigarettes, I gave everybody cigarettes.  I was like <strong>Mr. Popular</strong>.  And then when I ran out of cigarettes <strong>NO ONE</strong> would give <strong>ME</strong> a cigarette.  So that just goes to show you…</span> <span style="color: #000000;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><strong>*laughs*</strong></span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Yeah, they told me I was <strong>borderline narcissistic</strong> and <strong>hypomanic</strong>.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*He nods and takes a swig off of his soda can*</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">And um… the medication.  That must have made it difficult for you to write.  When did you finally-</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Well, they were just experimenting on me like a guinea pig.  I mean they didn’t even talk.  The doctors never talked to me.  They just kept shoving pills down our throats, y’know.  When I finally did get out and get the right medication-  It’s been the longest time… and I am a <strong>manic depression</strong>.  I have severe- </span><span style="color: #000000;">(or) </span><span style="color: #008000;"><strong>HAD</strong> severe depression.  But because of the right medication, it’s been about <strong>ten</strong>, <strong>fifteen years</strong> now, and I’ve been on top of things and haven’t had to go back to a hospital.  So I really am grateful for that.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">Yeah.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #008000;">It’s pretty good stuff I get.  I get some <strong>anti-depressants</strong>.  The first time I got it, I was bedridden for a year, thinking I was damned by god or something.  Right?  And then they gave me the <strong>Elavil anti-depressant</strong>.  I was up the next day, climbed up the hill to my old piano and I started writing songs right away.  And, first thing I knew, I went to <strong>New York</strong> and recorded my album <strong><em>1990</em></strong>.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">That’s a great album too.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Thanks.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">‘cuz I listen to a lot of the early stuff&#8230;</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Uh, huh.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Were you recording those albums, like <strong><em>Hi, How are you?</em></strong>,  Were you just recording them on a tape recorder.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Mm hmm.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Because it sounds like on <strong><em>1990</em></strong>, the production changed and you could hear everything really well.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Mmm hmmm.</span> <span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*nods*</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Is that the moment that you felt like you just broke through the medication?  When you went up there and played.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #008000;">Yeah.  You mean… to <strong>New York</strong>?</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">Well, yeah.  I mean, you call it a “<strong><em>Lost Year</em></strong>“, right?</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #008000;">Uh, huh.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">After that… </span><span style="color: #000000;">(I’m wondering) </span><span style="color: #000080;">what that moment is where you felt like you could do that again.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Yeah.  I just started writing again </span><strong><span style="color: #000000;">*snaps* </span></strong><span style="color: #008000;">You know, right away.  It comes down to medication.  And I tell everyone in the <strong>Rock N Roll</strong> business that do drugs- <strong>Speed</strong>, and everything else… get high on <strong>marijuana</strong> and everything.  If they really want to be a <strong>Rock N Roller</strong>, they outta go to a doctor and ask them for some <strong>antidepressants</strong>, or different kind of pills, for whatever their ill is.  And you get a lot better buzz off prescription medicine.  More than smoking <strong>marijuana</strong> all the time, y’know.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Yeah.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">But it’s the truth.  I feel great a lot of the times and I don’t get depressed anymore like I used to, which is a real miracle.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">I also read something about a film that wasn’t a documentary.  You had some people </span><span style="color: #000000;">(who) </span><span style="color: #000080;">were talking about making and actual… like… a movie.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Right.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">And you had said that you would maybe want to star in it?  What’s the deal with that?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Yeah.  I hope to make more movies and I wanted to direct my own movie, y’know, for fun.  That’s what I plan to do.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">You’re also into a lot of comics.  Are you interested in the <strong>Iron Man</strong> movie that’s coming out at all, or are you not even into <strong>Iron Man</strong> very much?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Oh, I love <strong>Iron Man</strong>.  They wanted me to draw the drawing for the movie.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Oh, really?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><strong><span style="color: #000000;">*nods*</span></strong> <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">For the poster. Y’know? So I did a bunch of them.  I don’t think they’ll be able to use ‘em.  I mean, if they like them, they could but I’m sure they could get someone to do better than the ones I did.  I don’t know, but… it’s like a new <strong>Iron Man</strong> movie.  And then, on top of that, they designed a shoe-</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*I stare at his plain white shoes*</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*smiling*</strong></span> <span style="color: #008000;">These aren’t it</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*Laughing*</strong></span> <span style="color: #000080;">Oh, Okay.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">But they want me to design a shoe with my drawings in it.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;">*We both laugh*</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">What will they think of next?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Who’s that?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;"><strong>Converse.</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Oh, okay.  Nice</span>.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*reaching into his pocket*</strong></span> <span style="color: #008000;">I can’t smoke right here?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>KIM</strong> (GF)</span>: </span><span style="color: #ff0000;">Yeah, I think you have to go outside.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Okay….okay</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">So, I know you’re a huge <strong>Beatles</strong> fan.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #008000;">Mm hmm.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">Songs like <strong><em>Greivances</em></strong> kind of sound a little more like <strong>Bob Dylan</strong>.  Do you listen to a lot of <strong>Dylan</strong>?</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Oh, <strong>Bob Dylan’s</strong> right up there with all my heroes.  That’s for sure.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">So, when you talk about <strong>Jack Kirby</strong>, you talk about someone whos work wasn’t as good as his other work-</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Uh, no</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">-but you could still see the-</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Oh, I’m a die hard fan of <strong>Kirby</strong>.  I just got back, I had almost <strong>$500</strong> worth of <strong>Kirby</strong> comics and books I bought at the comic book store here in town </span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;">(Seattle) </span><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">and uh…. so I do love <strong>Kirby </strong></span><strong> <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;">*laughs*</span></span></strong> <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">It’s like the <strong>Beatles</strong> too, y’know.  I can’t get enough.  I got all the bootlegs and stuff, and I can never get enough.</span></span></span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Do you think it’s the same kind of thing with your early recordings?  ‘Cuz I still listen to ‘em and even though they’ve become digital and are on CDs.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Right.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Even though you don’t have the studio, you can still hear the music come through.  And then you get to something like <em><strong>1990</strong></em> where the production shows what you were doing with a little bit better sound.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*reaches for cigarettes again*</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">And then nowadays, when you do songs like your song <em><strong>The Beatles</strong></em> it’s really confident and the production is up there.  Do you think you have the same quality</span> (as Kirby) <span style="color: #000080;">and that’s why people still want to listen to those old recordings, even though they were made so lo-fi?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Well. </span><strong><span style="color: #000000;">*slams back and tosses soda can* </span></strong><span style="color: #008000;">I’m trying to get better production, y’know.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Mm hmm.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">I recorded with <strong>Paul leary</strong> and we did the album called <strong><em>Fun</em></strong>, on <strong>Atlantic</strong>.  We’re thinking about doing another album: <strong><em>Fun 2</em></strong>.  Y’know, the second <em><strong>Fun</strong></em> album.  And I’m planning top do some recording with <strong>Mark Linkous</strong> again of the band <strong>Sparklehorse</strong>.  I’ve been working on that for a few years too, so…</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">So that’s a sequel to the first <strong>Sparklehorse</strong> album…</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">That’s right.  That’s right, there’s a lot of different projects in the making.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*grabs cigarette out and puts it back into the pack*</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">It’s just what the medication was, right?  Because when you were doing shows for a while you would go off of the meds.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Right.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Is that because you didn’t feel like you could do ‘em without them?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Uh….</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">But when you got the right ones you felt like you could?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Uh… </span><strong><span style="color: #000000;">*shrugs*</span></strong></span> <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">yeah….I don’t think I’d ever like, re-record.  Unless I did like a greatest hits and then I’d like to make some new arrangements, y’know.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>Fan</strong></span> (behind me): <span style="color: #800080;">Yeah, fucking awesome.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #800080;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><strong><span style="color: #000000;">*laughing* </span></strong><span style="color: #008000;">That’d be cool.</span></span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>[</strong><em>At this point, Daniel is holding his smokes and is shaking a bit again, so I know it's probably time to wind down</em><strong>]</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">I know you work on comics and you work on maybe getting comic books.  But your art- You sell it so fast.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #008000;">Uh, huh.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">So you don’t really have these steps or back catalog.  But you have a lot of, you know…the devil in your pictures.  Do you look at that </span><span style="color: #000000;">(Satan) </span><span style="color: #000080;">as the opposite of art?  Do you look at art as your spirituality? Or as just like a medium to express yourself?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*tapping Kools on table &amp; nodding contemplatively*</strong></span><br />
<span style="color: #008000;">I agree.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Is that how you see your artwork?</span></span></p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-230" src="http://deadc.files.wordpress.com/2008/05/daniel-johnston-art1.jpg?w=400&amp;h=281" alt="" width="400" height="281" /></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">It’s the same kind of thing.  You know, I’ll draw cartoons for a while, then I’ll play music for a while, then I’ll watch a movie or two, then I’ll… eat a bunch of food.  Then I’ll play some more music.  Then I’ll draw a little bit.  Then I’ll watch another movie.  That’s my day, all by myself.  Except, unless my band gets together to do some recording on the weekends.  And then we go off on little tours like this.  We’ve got 3 more shows and I’m having a pretty good time, y’know.  I just hope that everything can work out right so I can record the albums that I want to, and stuff like that.  And we get some pretty good crowds too.  Sell out crowds too, y’know, so…</span> <span style="font-size: medium; color: #000000;"><strong>*shrugs again*</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">Well, yeah.  You sold out <strong>Portland</strong> and I don’t think that people are just coming to see you because of what you used to make.  From what I’ve heard, your material is still really good, it’s still vital.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #008000;">Well, it’s getting ancient.  I’ve come along way from playing the chord organ.  But, I really like working with <strong>Brian Beattie</strong>.  He’s got some really cool music.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">So do you have a lot of stuff lined up for the next couple albums then?</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Yeah.  Yeah, we have one more album with <strong>Brian Beattie</strong> called <strong><em>Rarely</em></strong> with some rare tracks and each tracks is gonna be like, super produced.  Real- Something tricky about it.  You know, something really cool.  He’s got a lot of it done already and that might be the next release, with <strong>Brian</strong>.  And like I said, the new album with <strong>Danny and the Nightmares</strong>, the <strong><em>Death of Satan</em></strong></span> <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;">(that)</span> <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">we’ve been working on for a long time.  It’s kind of a scary album.</span></span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;"><br />
In what, with just like, the lyrics or the music too.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">The lyrics <strong>AND</strong> the music.  There’s like overdubs and the wrong lyrics and all kinds of things about it… and y’know, fragments of <strong>Beatles</strong> songs and stuff like that.  It’s pretty scary</span><br />
<strong>*giggles*</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Well, thanks for talking with me.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Yeah, thanks a lot.  I sure appreciate it.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*we shake hands*</strong></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Yeah.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Thanks for the album.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">I know you want to get a cigarette.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Yeah, that’s right.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*heads out towards door*</strong></span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000080;">I sat in a piece of gum there.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium; color: #000000;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>Kim</strong></span>: <span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #ff0000;">Did you?</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>*laughing*</strong></span> <span style="color: #000080;"><span style="font-size: medium;">Yeah, I totally did.</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="color: #000000;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><strong>*overhearing*</strong> <span style="color: #008000;"><span style="font-size: medium;">You sat on a piece of gum?</span></span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">That’s right.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #008000;">Oh, sorry about that.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #000080;">Oh, it&#8217;s all good.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;">I follow Daniel back outside but I leave the camera turned off.  I thought of moving the interview outside just minutes into it, so that he could smoke but I don’t know if that really would have made much of a difference beyond adding the distraction of swarming fans into the equation.  We did talk a little more outside, however.  When I brought up his appearance on Kimya Dawson’s Hidden Vagenda album, Daniel said that he loves her stuff and when he signed my 100 Deadliest Karate Moves book, he said, “I prefer Kung-Fu myself”.  He invinted Kim and I to go hang out after the show backstage and we let him get back to smoking and talking with fans.</span></span></p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-227" src="http://deadc.files.wordpress.com/2008/05/daniel-johnston-011.jpg?w=400&amp;h=300" alt="" width="400" height="300" /></p>
<p><span style="font-family: Tahoma;">I researched quite a bit before doing this interview but <strong>Daniel</strong> is still always going to be a bit of a wild card. I also tried to intentionally avoid entering into certain areas of conversation that I felt may be “<strong><em>too safe</em></strong>” because many of those topics have been adressed in other interviews. I quickly became aware that his answers to these same questions, however, often seem to be inconsistent. In an interview he did with <strong>Mondo 2000</strong>, while he was in a mental ward, <strong>Johnston</strong> said the following: “<strong><em>Captain America will return. In the flesh. In the Great Tribulation there will be a great Captain America who will save many from total doom.</em></strong>” Later, however, in another interview with <strong>Crimewave</strong>, when asked about his claims that <strong>Captain America</strong> is “<strong><em>real</em></strong>“, he attempted to clarify by saying, “<strong><em>In my theory what I mean is that… they exist on sort of a realm, especially for children… imagination. You know, cartoon characters and things children believe in, they exist. Just like Santa Claus I guess.</em></strong>” He was obivously more lucid and analytical in the later interview and even clearly articulated and reflected about his alternate states of mind and opportunities lost. “<strong><em>I turn down Elektra. It was really stupid and it was because I was afraid of Metallica. And that’s the truth, I was dumb…..Steven Spielberg tried to get me to sign with him and I told whoever it was on the phone that I didn’t want to be ET and that was the end of that… I could’ve been on Steven Spielberg’s label and I was so stupid and they never called back either…that’s two chances I’ve ruined for no good reason.</em></strong>” In reference to his thoughts on the movie <strong>Daniel</strong> has said “<strong><em>I think it’s funny enough for anybody that has a sense of humour. If there was a laugh track on there it would’ve helped out.</em></strong>” and even, “<span><strong><em>I’ve seen it about 10 times. I really do like it.</em></strong>” but the response I received was, of course, quite different.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family: Tahoma;">It turns out that the two guys who were lingering behind us during the interview apparently went to highschool with me, so we all went next door to get some drinks before the show and talked about the whole situation that just went down. One of them mentioned that they were glad that I ended the interview when I did, because they were picking up on the same uncomfortably restless vibe from <strong>Daniel</strong> that I was. They, however, assured me that the interview went really well despite the awkward moments. I, myself, have mixed feelings about the interview and, more specifically, in how <strong>Daniel</strong> may be percieved through it. It was good to talk with die-hard fans who had witnessed it and have respect for him that let me know that it’s important to show <strong>Johnston</strong> “<strong><em>the way he is</em></strong>“.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><strong>James McNew</strong> of <strong>Yo La Tengo</strong> said, “<strong><em>I once visited him in a mental hospital and it was difficult to have a conversation but when he’s playing he comes alive. We’ve done gigs with him and it’s like performing with Santa or the Easter Bunny, this mythical creature that’s only existed in your imagination.”</em></strong> I feel that this quote really sums up my own experience with <strong>Daniel</strong>. He got quite a bit of help with the instrumentation in his performance but he still put his soul into the vocals. He performed classics like <strong><em>Walking The Cow</em></strong> and finished the show off by first, playing <strong><em>True Love Will Find You In The End</em></strong>, and then having the entire crowd sing along with him to his acapella classic <strong><em>Devil Town</em></strong>. I realized, after viewing my interview with him repeatedly, that my feelings are very similar to <strong>Daniel’s</strong> feelings about his documentary, in that they often change. I first viewed it as a trainwreck and I felt like an asshole but now I am more positive than ever about getting the chance to to have this experience. I am now aware that this interview, like all of the others I’ve read, is like a sample of <strong>Daniel</strong> in a little capsule and I actually encourage everyone to continue on and read the interviewers done by others out there. Just like his music, in the respect that each little song exposes something new about <strong>Daniel</strong>, it seems that each and every moment captured in his life tends to do the same. I am proud to contribute something new, no matter how small, to help archive his life. There are many expectations that have been put on the artist by others before me and even more expectations placed by him on himself, but I believe that his art is so authentic that it mirrors his personality directly. The greatness of <strong>Daniel’s</strong> work doesn’t come from the fact that he’s dealt with so many emotional battles, but despite them. Much like a large portion of his musical recordings, there is also a low-fi static around who <strong>Daniel</strong> really is and, once you get to the center of them both and witness what is beneath, the previous barriers actually dissipate. If you believe as I do, that physical art is really just amanifestation of the intangible into the tangible, no one is more successful than <strong>Daniel Johnston</strong>. <strong>Daniel Johnston</strong> writes timeless songs with no perservatives.</span></span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><strong>Johnston</strong> went from making remarkable low-fi tape recordings with his nephew’s toy chord organ to becoming one of the most repected songwriters of his generation, with various incarcerations and mental breakdowns and delusions thrown in, of course. His music has been covered and/or cited as an inspiration by fellow musicians from <strong>Tom Waits</strong> to <strong>Kurt Cobain</strong> and he has even worked with the likes of <strong>Jad Fair</strong> (Half Japanese) and members of <strong>Sonic Youth</strong>. I first became aware of <strong>Johnston</strong>, myself, through a <strong>Built to Spill</strong> album that contained a cover of <strong><em>Some Things Last A Long Time</em></strong> and , although his legend and music continued to spread and, although that is a wonderful and magnificent thing, <strong>Daniel</strong> has lived through some of the most nightmarish hells and, for years, did not recieve much of any financial compensation for his work or for the pain and soul that he pours into it. Finally, in <strong>2004 Gammon Records</strong> released a <strong>2-disc</strong> compilation of <strong>Daniel’s </strong>music called <strong><em>Discovered Covered</em></strong>. One Disc is of <strong>Johnston</strong> originals while the other disc contains covers from musicians such as <strong>Beck</strong> and <strong>The Flaming Lips</strong>. The proceeds from the double album went into building <strong>Daniel</strong> a home of his own next to his parents residence in <strong>Texas</strong> and <strong>Yo-La Tengo’s</strong> cover of the track <strong><em>Speeding Morotcycle</em></strong> was used in a <strong>Target</strong> advertisement for which <strong>Daniel</strong> recieved <strong>$40,000</strong>.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">If you are planning to purchase any <strong>Daniel Johnston</strong> music or merchandise, I strongly encourage you to try and buy it through <strong>HiHowAreYou.com</strong> or download it through the site <strong>YipEyeTunes.com</strong>.  This is the one sure way, aside from buying directly at his concerts, to make sure that your money is actually going to support Daniel.  The official fansite, <strong>RejectedUnknown.com</strong> is another great source for anything <strong>Daniel Johnston</strong>, inlcuding updates, interviews, links, etc. If you have gum stuck to your jeans <strong>a)heat up some vinegar in your microwave</strong> <strong>b) apply to effected area of denim</strong> <strong>c)</strong> remove by rubbing spot with a toothbrush in circular patterns. No shit… it works!</span></p>
<p><strong>-<em>DEAD C</em></strong></p>
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		<title>Wesley Willis&#8217;s Joyrides: Songs about Bestiality &amp; Real Life</title>
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<p>Either you know who <strong><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wesley_Willis">Wesley Willis</a></strong> was, or you don’t. Maybe one of your friends told you about him, describing him as a “<strong><em><a href="http://www.multnomah.edu/VOICE/1199/photos/music.gif">street-musician</a></em></strong>,” “<strong><em><a href="http://www.scienceclarified.com/images/uesc_09_img0510.jpg">schizophrenic</a></em></strong>,” or perhaps they even attempted to convey some sort of sample lyric from one of his songs. But you can’t know who <strong>Welsey Willis</strong> is until you have heard one of his songs and, after that, the name tends to stick.</p>
<p class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0;">I first heard about <strong>Wesley</strong> through my friend <strong>Aaron</strong>. He told me a story about some friends of his who had given <strong>Wesley</strong> a ride from a music festival in <strong><a href="http://images.businessweek.com/ss/06/09/life/image/minnesota.jpg">Minnesota</a></strong> back to his home town of <strong><a href="http://www.aacn.org/chapters%5Cnwcac.nsf/5824F6B0BBE6011388256EEE007AB6C9/$FILE/Chicago+Skyline.jpg">Chicago</a></strong>. What I gathered from his story was that <strong>Wesley Willis</strong> was a <strong><a href="http://www.base001.net/features/images/musicians_willis.jpg">300+ lb</a></strong>. schizophrenic homeless man from <strong>Chicago</strong> who writes songs with amusing titles and lyrics (i.e. – “<strong><em><a href="http://www.lyricalcontent.com/61165.html">Suck A Cheetah’s Dick</a></em></strong>”).  I was intrigued, but the force of <strong>Willis’</strong> impact did not reach full until I was actually played a few songs. “<strong><em>Chronic Schizophrenia</em></strong>”, “<strong><em><a href="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2170/2255979093_b7f888d3c0.jpg?v=0">Rock &amp; Roll McDonalds</a></em></strong>”, and “<strong><em><a href="http://www.areyougame.com/images/items/MAH0322.jpg">Outburst</a></em></strong>” all sounded the same, covered similar themes, and typified <strong>Willis’</strong> <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stream-of-consciousness_lyrics">stream-of-consciousness-rambling-verse</a> followed by chanting-repetitive-chorus  followed back into, stream-of-consciousness-rambling-verse style. I was immediately <a href="http://freenet-homepage.de/dimeticon/in_love_016.jpg">smitten</a>.  As were a number of us.</p>
<p>Sure, the irony might be lost on the numbest <a href="http://www.iwantoneofthose.com/store/assets/images/product/corzom/corzom_lg.jpg"><strong>American</strong> drones</a>, but those assholes don’t read <strong>MosterFresh.com</strong> (unless they’re visiting to read about <strong><a href="http://celebritynews.yuddy.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/09/larson2.jpg">Sarah Larson</a></strong>, <strong>George Clooney’s</strong> latest girl-toy). But the irony that has become a religion for my generation, as well as next week’s, is embodied in <strong>Willis’</strong> music.<span id="more-634"></span></p>
<p><img src="http://deadc.files.wordpress.com/2008/03/wesley-glossary.jpg" alt="wesley-glossary.jpg" /></p>
<p class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0;">In the new documentary <strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><em><a href="http://www.wesleywillissjoyrides.com/">Wesley Willis’s Joyrides</a></em></span></strong>, filmmakers,  <strong><a href="http://wesleywillissjoyrides.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/06/wes-chris_cheyenne1.jpg">Chris Bagley</a></strong> and <strong><a href="http://wesleywillissjoyrides.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/06/wes-kim.jpg">Kim Shively</a>,</strong> don’t try <em>too</em> hard to decipher the roots of <strong>Willis’</strong> complicated personality. Although several interviewees speculate on sources of <strong>Willis’</strong> mental illness(es) and unique character, the subject of the film is much more about who <strong>Willis</strong> was rather than why he may have been that way. Through interviews with friends and family, as well as video footage of the artist himself, his story is told almost as if he were still around (<strong>Willis</strong> died of leukemia in <strong>2003</strong> at the age of <strong>40</strong>). <strong>Wesley’s</strong> death is barely mentioned until the last minutes of the film, in part because the bulk of the video content was filmed prior to his death.</p>
<p>The film’s success as a documentary is owed to its presentation. Rather than unfolding through a chronological line of events, the film moves organically through the many facets of the musician&#8217;s intense <a href="http://www.leftoffthedial.com/wesleywillis2.JPG">personality</a>. The film begins with a portrait of <strong>Wesley</strong> as a <a href="http://www.wesleywillisart.com/">visual artist</a>, sketching cityscapes of the <strong>Chicago</strong> buildings and highways he grew up around. <strong>Willis’</strong> ignorance of conventions (When asked by a fellow drafting student why he always draws with a blue <strong>Bic</strong> pen, <strong>Willis</strong> responds, “<strong><em>Because they’re blueprints.</em></strong>”) was far overshadowed by his artistic grasp of visual planes and acute memory for details. <strong>Wesley</strong> would draw intricate <strong>Chicago</strong> skylines, often from memory, of the buildings and views he grew up seeing around him. <strong>Wesley</strong> made many <a href="http://i67.photobucket.com/albums/h309/jamesbtitus/WesleyWillis.jpg">friends</a> (and a modest living) selling drawings to tourists, passer-byes, and anyone who could get past his intimidating appearance to appreciate his unique perspective.</p>
<p class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0;">The film then shifts toward <strong>Wesley’s</strong> musical career. Friend and band mate <strong><a href="http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://trimlinecustomdesign.com/images/dale.jpg&amp;imgrefurl=http://trimlinecustomdesign.com/bio.html&amp;h=254&amp;w=275&amp;sz=63&amp;hl=en&amp;start=1&amp;sig2=fAqJcr4t0fTlD9XWmdmkAQ&amp;um=1&amp;tbnid=dvSEyZFIUZgz7M:&amp;tbnh=105&amp;tbnw=114&amp;ei=jmbwR9BggeyFA7bPocAL&amp;prev=/images%3Fq%3D%2522Dale%2BMeiners%2522%2Bmusician%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26safe%3Doff%26rlz%3D1T4ADBF_enUS242US242">Dale Meiners</a></strong> describes the rise and fall of <strong>The Wesley Willis Fiasco</strong>, the latter of which can be largely contributed to <strong>Willis’</strong> schizophrenia. The group enjoyed moderate success with <strong>Willis</strong> at the helm, at least enough to tour regularly and receive a guest spot on <strong><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJEdcF5OUxk">MTV</a></strong>. But as the “<strong><em><a href="http://tn3-1.deviantart.com/fs16/300W/i/2007/152/b/d/Schizophrenia_by_xx_porcelain.jpg">demons</a> in his head</em></strong>” worsened, <strong>Wesley</strong> became violent and even more unpredictable, eventually leading to the band’s demise.</p>
<p class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0;"><strong>Willis’</strong> popularity ensured him a busy solo career, and <strong>Wesley</strong> continued to travel, perform, and head-butt his fans, despite his growing mental health problems. <strong>Wesley</strong> was eventually prescribed medication, which calms his schizophrenic outbursts enough for others to feel safe around him. But a busy touring schedule and inability/refusal to renew his prescriptions often left <strong>Wesley</strong> in a volatile state. The strain this puts on his relationships is apparent; <strong>Wesley’s</strong> friends love him and realized how important making and performing music is to his mental balance, but a lingering threat of violence and unpredictable fear always surrounded the troubled artist.</p>
<p class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0;">As the film delves deeper into his mental health conflicts, the mood takes a decidedly somber turn. Skeletons from <strong>Willis’</strong> closet are revealed- abusive and neglectful parents, poverty, being assaulted with a box-cutter on a public bus, and being robbed for his artistic earnings by his stepfather at a young age. One scene shows <strong>Willis</strong> battling with the demons in his head while a frightened <a href="http://cache.gawker.com/assets/images/31/2007/01/ohdearkinkossucks.jpg"><strong>Kinko’s</strong> customer</a> observes. The artist punches his head repeatedly, nearly busting his headphones, as he innocently explains to his workstation neighbor that the demons aren’t allowing him to listen to his music.</p>
<p class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0;">But while his “<strong><em>demons</em></strong>” constantly cast an ominous shadow over <strong>Wesley</strong>, the purity and innocence of his character outshine the darkness. As <strong><a href="http://www.geocities.com/CapitolHill/Congress/2503/pictures/pictures/jello2.jpg">Jello Biafra</a></strong> (friend and <strong><a href="http://www.alternativetentacles.com/">Alternative Tentacle Records</a></strong> owner) explained in a <strong>Q&amp;A</strong> after the screening, for all of <strong>Willis’</strong> fears, <strong>Wesley</strong> genuinely “<em><strong>loved life</strong></em>.” When <strong>Wesley</strong> boarded a plane, for example, he would provoke only <a href="http://www.best-horror-movies.com/image-files/carnival-of-souls-terrified-mary.jpg">terrified looks</a> and nervous requests for a new seat. But by the end of the flight, <strong>Willis</strong> would have converted all of the uneasiness of those around him into <a href="http://i.pbase.com/v3/64/603464/1/50569008.JoyRemembered.JPG">joy</a>. He seemed to have a way of convincing others of his merit despite his <a href="http://www.montrealmirror.com/ARCHIVES/2002/062702/pix/willis.jpg">disheveled appearance</a>, most likely assisted by his own ignorance of both.</p>
<p>httpv://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxZrEOhhvkY</p>
<p class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0;">Here is a challenge to any and all <a href="http://http://www.cromwellbutlers.com/images/mhs1909.jpg"><strong>MonsterFresh</strong> readers</a> (or, at least those already familiar with <strong>Willis</strong> and his work):<br />
Describe <strong>Wesley Willis</strong> to someone close to you but who may be unfamiliar with his catalog. Then go see the film. If you can comfortably use that same description before and after seeing the film, then I guess you&#8230;..&#8221;<strong><em>win</em></strong>&#8220;?  Perhaps we can even send you a button or something? I’ll see if I can get some for our readers (admission to the screening included a <a href="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2065/2307876159_48d6a22dd7_m.jpg"><strong>Wesley Willis</strong> button</a>). No promises, though.</p>
<p class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0;">The point is, the name &#8220;<em><strong>Wesley Willis</strong></em>&#8220; has a lot of buzzwords associated with it. Many of them are negative. The words “<strong><em>Schizophrenic</em></strong>,” “<strong><em>Homeless</em></strong>,” “<strong><em>Unpredictable</em></strong>,” “<strong><em>Over 300 pounds</em></strong>” are not exactly flattering descriptions that anyone would want applied to them. And while the film never tries to deny any of the associations people have with the name (except for “<strong><em>Homeless</em></strong>,” which <strong>Willis</strong> was often falsely assumed to be, given his poor hygiene), the strength and integrity of <strong>Wesley’s</strong> character cuts through any of the adjectives that are often used to pigeon-hole him. It is this juxtaposition that makes <strong>Willis</strong> so available to the audience, which is precisely what makes the film such a success.<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxZrEOhhvkY"></a></p>
<p class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0;">Plus, “<strong><em><a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=MOZgQHbj7wo">Cut The Mullet</a></em></strong>” is a kick-ass song.</p>
<p><strong><em>-Memes</em></strong></p>
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